Hello friends

I wanted to apologize for being away from this blog.  I loved it so much!
Unfortunately, due to illnesses and moving, I have completely neglected it.  One thing I noticed
though, is while I was dutifully active on here, I was a wreck inside without being aware of it.
It's PTSD.  For example, If a Veteran who has been in ugly, awful, horrible war, and he watches a film, or is volunteering to help counsel other suffering Vets, after awhile, it overwhelms them and
they are getting triggered left and right and sometimes without even being aware it is happening.
So it is with me.  When I get so involved with helping people, or reading articles that saddens or anger me regarding various abuses, news reports on it, books etc...,
I have no peace of mind. I'm a constant woman of stress and anxiety.  It was suggested I get
away from this issue and see how I do.

I have to say, I am a much more at peace woman.  Way less anxiety!! Much more calmer and I can think things out better before making a decision.  My choices are completely healthier and
I feel at peace.  God of course is a big part of that for/with me.   I had an OBE last year, and when I
feel ready, I want to share it!

So ladies, I won't be keeping up on this as I once did.  I wish I had people helping me do this so it wouldn't rest only on me.  I believe in what this blog originally was set out to do on a daily/weekly basics.  I will of course, pray for anyone who shares a prayer request.  That is so important! Praying for one another!

But at least there is much, good information on here for you all.  From time to time I will post something inspiring to me that I hope will be the same for you.

God Bless you all,
Jesus is Love!
Donna :)

Do you ever feel this way? How were you received- truthfully...Give a good and a bad experience

You know what sucks? When you finally open up and share to people who are suppose to care for you or have your back, that you've been raped by someone in "your fold" and "those" who say they "love" you, dis you altogether. That's so WRONG! 


It takes so much courage to finally share it and to be dissed or dis-friended, that is just not love, kindness, or care- total stupidity. 
This happened  to me!


It's hard for me to trust women or men... I was sexually assaulted by a bisexual gal who was my best friend years ago, assaulted by so called "boyfriends" and whoever, then teased and ridiculed by women, as well as men, - And men,  they just tell you what they think you want to hear, then you start  to trust them and open up just to get used and dumped!  I'm getting to the point I just don't like too many people anymore- to be close friends with. 


Being abused and neglected growing up doesn't help in the trust category either. I just basically, don't believe people - only Jesus. He only doesn't lie or fool me. Even my own family members blatantly lie or be secretive to me. 


Does anyone at all feel this way or am I alone feeling this way?